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Out of work

June 21, 2005

I am having more than enough sleeping time these days since I worked late shifts for two straight days.
I am having a hard time finding interesting things to do on my off days. Although I am off today with one of my roommates, but we still cannot find anything to do. We were planning to walk to town in early morning, but we woke up around noon time, so the plan did not work out. After lunch I came to library to help one of my friends to move books. She works as a periodical assistant over the summer. I always thought periodcials are thin and magazine-like books. However, people have turned magazines to THICK and encylopedia-like books. I am wondering how many times those books are actually being used. They are covering with thick dusts, and we need to move them from one shelf to another because books are constantly being added and removed. Although I am a college student, it is still hard for me to FEEL those books are valuable. Like a grade school kid, I am still thinking those books are useless and made to torture people.
I am feeling the fattness all over my body: on my arms, on my thights, and especially on my stomach. I was gonna go to gym after I finished helping my friend, but then I ended up sitting here. I am not planning to go anymore. Too lazy to take a 5 minz walk. In fact, I do not like going there and make myself sweat at all. I do not like to do certain things purposely. Plus, I can hardly feel any differences after a 20 or 30 minz work-out. Just by eating LESS works much better for me.
I think my life is too comfortable right now.

Slacking off…

June 19, 2005

Time: 5:48PM Sunday, 06-19
Place: Case Center, Skidmore College

Have not updated for days, being lazy again.
Today I work for late shift, which is from 1 till 9. This 8-hour shift feels much longer than the early ones. I’ve been freezing to death here and waiting for another 3 hours and 10 minz to pass. No matter I need to work early or late, I always sleep till an hour ahead of my working time.

Working for customer service related jobs, one might discover his or her cheerful and friendly side. You will be thinking, oh, I could be open and friendly to strangers too. I’m surprise by my quick transformation from a somewhat professional information desk worker and my own self from time to time. I am not the only one who has such ability, but seems every single one of us possesses.

This passed friday was one of our busiest days so far. There were about 300 hundred people came to check in. They are memebers of International Women writing guild. I used to think writers would not care about trivial things such as “what direction does her room faces,” or being extremely cautious about their appearance on their one week long ID card. In fact, they are just typical mid-age(or older) women. They are extremely “annoying” and their temper r mostly not good. One lady got pissed of at us just becaue we didn’t give her a blanket with the plastic wrap(because two blankets are wrap together, of couse one blanket will have the the wrap and the other won’t). They come to complain every little things to us, and expect us to solve for them. People want to exchange their rooms because they want to have freezing cold rooms but not only cool rooms. Since the weather has cooled down these days, now they come to complain they are freezing to death. Okay, we understand that the AC might be too cold, but that is not under our control. What can we do but give them more blankets. Those women need to remind themselves that Skidore is not a hotel.

Our boss warn us that this upcoming weekend will be twice as busy as last friday. Couple hundreds of “Genius” kids are coming for their summer program. Maybe they are too smart, so they probably will not have too much patience or paying too much attention to what you are telling them. My boss told us, when they want to wear hat or making faces when they take pictures for their ID cards, just let them do it.

I am a talk show lover

June 14, 2005

各类的电视节目,我最喜欢看谈话性的。像是这里的Oprah Show, 中国的《艺术人生》,还有台湾的《康熙来了》。虽然听的是别人的故事, 但往往能从他人的想法和经历中找到共鸣,或启发。
喜欢keeping everything to oneself 的人往往得承受巨大的心理压力,并且引发忧郁症。I think I belong to this group of people. It is not that I do not like to share with others, but it is because I care about how others will think of me afterwards. In a way, it must be a sign of unconfidence and self-consciousness. Yes, I clearly understand the hidden psychological reason behind it, so what? I am still unwilling to make any positive changes. I am trying hard to stop myself from becoming a hermit, not physically, but psychologically.

PS: Please do not mind the above time indication for each entry. They are wrong, and I do not know how to set them correctly. If you would like to leave me message, please click on Sign My Guestbook link, because the leave comment feature does not work. I do not why!!

Another hot day

June 13, 2005

The weather is just being too HOT. I do not know who I have heard from that summer in Saratoga Springs is not hot. This is absolutely wrong! Staying in a dorm without AC is a big challenge, which tests one’s heat tolerance capacity. I miss my air-conditioned HOME. It might be true that not many students are staying on campus during the summer, and summer time in Saratoga is relatively short. Nevertheless, I still think it is really dumb that Skidmore does not install AC in all resident halls. I believe Skidmore definitely has the financial ability to make this change, so let’s make it happen (just saying it)!

Just finished dinner. I have gained the freshmen 15 as a result of eating full meals three times a day. I can feel the fattness on my stomach, on my legs and on my arms. I remembered that I only weighted 103 last year. The amount of food I ate at that time is probably less than a meal I am having each day right now. Although so many people are complaining that D-hall food sucks, and I am agreeing with them. Then why I am eating more than enough all the time? Cheese cake, ice cream, general-tsao chicken, fried steak, they are just not easy to avoid.

Sitting outside with my laptop, and enjoying the natural breeze. Now is much cooler compare to the noon time. It had reached till 90 degree at that time. Luckily I was working in Case center so I was actually feeling freezing in there. What is wrong with the people that they either set the temperature extremely cool or just totally ignore the fact that people are actually suffering in no AC-conditioned dorms.

Early shift again tomorrow, then I will get two days off. My weekend is not on weekend anymore. We continue to kill our time by playing online games and reading.

Picture sharing ^_^

June 12, 2005

Ice cream Cake

I’ve uploaded some pictures that I took on my birthday and my trip to Tennesse couple weeks ago. I didn’t write descrpation for every single photo, cuz i’m too lazy. Lolz… but I did wrote for some though. Anyway, enjoy!

An entry from Wednesday black-out night

Skidmore’s power generator 真是脆弱的不想话,一打雷它就断电。
星期一的时候是那样,今天竟然又发生了。去吃晚饭前只见灰蒙蒙的天空,像是快要下雷雨的样子。吃完饭在走去图书馆时已是倾盆大雨,还不时能听见雷声,看见闪电。心想应该不会再像前天那样断电了吧。结果拉开图书馆大门,只见里面一片黑暗,竟然又断电了。经历多了也就习怪了,这次的反应就没有上次那么大。虽然我还得爬四楼去拿我的东西。幸亏还有back up power所以还是有几盏灯是亮的,还不至于完全摸黑。现在的我在学校的活动中心,享受着残余的冷空气。

工作快两个星期。因为这几天都没有什么group check in or check out, 八个小时坐在那里几乎一点事情都没有。如果坐在information desk,就算没事情做也不能看书什么的,所以只能上网,玩online 游戏打发时间。一整天下来,眼睛真的好累好累。舒服工作的代价大概就是更高的近视深度。 我怕我刚配的眼镜很快又要不行了。

我们学校有两个刚毕业的女孩九月份要去中国的大学教英文,所以他们找我帮他们补一些实用的口头用语。 当初我答应他们的时候是抱着完全帮人的态度,结果原来他们是愿意给我报酬的。我很诚恳地跟他们解释说我不需要任何报酬,我很乐意帮忙。其实我真的不介意一个星期抽几个小时帮他们学习中文。反正我闲着也是闲着。最重要的是虽然我会中文,但我从来不曾试过教过别人。 所以这也算是给我学习的一次机会。
今天是我的休息日,我约了其中的一个女孩kara见面。她完全没有学习中文的经验。我今天叫她学说:你,我,他,还有“我是老师这样”的短句,竟然也花了两个小时。 现在我发觉中文真的不容易学。感觉上发音特别难。我觉得我学日文的时候都没这么困难。 还有一个女孩Avy, 她说她有学过拼音,所以她应该比较容易pick up. 其实Kara 和Avy 都是亚洲人。Avy 是我一个朋友的西班牙语口语对练老师,她其实是被美国领养的韩国人。Avy的姓是陈, 我不知道她是否也是被领养的。我们学校的很多亚洲人都是领养的,所以他们除了长得像亚洲人,就没有任何亚洲人的特征了。

礼拜五应该可以发工资了。这个礼拜五又是我的休息日, 希望我的朋友能帮我代拿。 这次拿到的钱大概连付房租都不够。SKIDMORE 的房租真的好贵,230一个星期,包括一星期10餐的伙食费。幸亏我们有三个人偷偷地合租。我们住的宿舍竟然还没有冷气,我们也不想花钱买电扇,这几天还能忍受,虽然每个早上起来都觉得身子粘粘的。学校有很多草坪可以让我们在那里做阳光浴。本来我也有想说暑假待在学校, 有时间就可以去晒晒太阳,太暇意了。但像今天的这种温度,我连躲都来不及。不得不承认自己不喜欢太阳晒在身上火辣辣的滋味。而且我也不喜欢变黑。所以我还是乖乖得待在室内吧。晚上的天气凉很多。THAT’S WHEN WE CAN GO OUT AND ENJOY THE NATURE.

手提电脑的电池只剩下30分钟了。虽然这个电脑各方面都很不错。但就是电池的寿命是在太短,连两个小时都不到。8磅的重量也让我有点吃不消。不明白为什么断电的时候无线网络,还有手机信号都会消失? 很快电脑也不能玩,也不能打电话, OKIE, THEN MAYBE IT’LL BE THE TIME TO ENJOY NATURE.

When human-created creatures are controlling over humans

June 10, 2005

My third entry of the day…
I’m watching Spider Man II at this very moment. I watched the first one couple weeks ago, and liked it alot. The second one seems as good as the first one so far.
Interesting topic: ordinary boy -> Super Hero -> ordinary again ? not sure, since I haven’t up to the end at this point
My beloved settings: New York City, Chinatown, Columbia University campus,
Just like when I was watching I-Robot, I feel terrifiying just by thinking the fact that there is a possbility when humans become out of control of the creatures they’d created on their own.
Got tomorrow off. Planning to bike to town, work out, and have fun.

Self Survey from Sof

June 9, 2005
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: U know
Birthday: 6-3
Current Location: Saratoga Springs, NY
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5.3′’
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed
Your Heritage: Chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip-flap
Your Weakness: not dare to take challenges
Your Fears: unfamiliar things
Your Perfect Pizza: wha? I like mushroom topping pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To be a happy self
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Oh God!
Thoughts First Waking Up: What time is it now??
Your Best Physical Feature: hands??
Your Bedtime: usually after 1:00AM
Your Most Missed Memory: my childhood i guess
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: none
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Capuccino
Do you Smoke: NO
Do you Swear: Not really
Do you Sing: yea, to myself
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: no
Do you want to go to College: I’m in a college
Do you want to get Married: I guess yes
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: um… I think i’m the problem
Do you like Thunderstorms: YEA
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea
In the past month have you Smoked: NO
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yea
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: kinda of
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: uh?
How do you want to Die: no
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: damn, I hate this question
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan, Korea, New Zealand, Egypt
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Dark Brown??
Short or Long Hair: Long hair
Height: 5.7′’
Weight: 120IL
Best Clothing Style: that fits you
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: i didn’t count
Number of Piercings: o
Number of Tattoos: o
Number of things in my Past I Regret: dun remember

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Still searching for a landing place

I’m still trying to search for a comfortable cyberspace . I found this place from Sof, and she made it pretty and warmful so I thought I should give a try too. I have accounts in more than 5 blog sites, and I always give up on them after one entry or two. I just feel those blogs are too technical. Unlike the sites we used to create on our own, we can feel lives in them.

Working currently, another slow day. I started at 11, so I have to leave at 7, still a long way to go.
I don’t want to play computer games anymore, they hurt my eyes too much. I don’t want make my eye sights even worse after the summer.

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